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Tell me all about it, dear...
Stephanie - 2013-01-16 23:16:10
I can't speak right now because I have a big lump stuck in my throat.
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gbw - 2013-01-16 23:40:58
deep, sweet, and at peace.... Love you honey, really
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Bozoette Mary - 2013-01-17 00:04:18
Hugging you.
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Lana - 2013-01-17 00:13:53
That was beautiful...
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Amy - 2013-01-17 00:26:27
*HUG* Happy became-a-mom anniversary, to you.
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Joan - 2013-01-17 00:34:23
Thinking of you, L.A. and Happy Birthday to Alex.
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Katherine - 2013-01-17 02:49:41
Love from Alabama, LA, on the anniversary of your motherhood. Sweet, sad post for your sweet boy, may he soon outgrow what's ailing him. Thanks for being awesome you. XO K
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cccerberus - 2013-01-17 06:06:15
blessed be
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Terri T. - 2013-01-17 21:07:52
I do hope someone, somewhere, will get this message to him ~ even if he isn't ready to hear it. Because of my DIL's mood swings, we are not hearing much from our only child these days...but still hopeful that will be better in the future.
Hugs to you.
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Amanda - 2013-01-28 01:34:26
Hello Lisa. This is Amanda, Alex's woman. I don't pretend to have known Alex for longer than you have, but I find most of what you write about him unreadable because I can't reconcile some of the truly awful descriptions of a morose, ungrateful, unkind, brainwashed spawn of a horrid man with the kind, giving, sensitive, successful, and hard-working person I've loved for almost two and a half years. Of course, that's not entirely your fault. He didn't want you to know him. But if I had access to my mother's every inner thought about raising me, along with the rest of cyberspace, I'd have some problems working on our mother-child relationship, too. Well, more than I already have. It just doesn't feel right that this exists, but that's my opinion. This entry was the least violating to my sense of the man I love as I could find. I like thinking of him as a bright, affectionate child. He's most endearing to me when he's filled with child-like glee or excitement or contentment. Now, you might think I'm young and naive, but I am not blind. He is not perfect. He's just worked very hard on himself since he cut himself off from you. No matter your faults or his, you're still his mom and one day you'll be my childrens' grandmother. It is my hope that you guys can work on your relationship so those children can know you, but that ball is in Alex's court, just as I worked on my relationship with my less-than-self-censoring mother. I don't think you're a monster, and I don't think Alex hates you. A separation from parents to discover who you truly are is normal. Not always so dramatic, but sometimes even more so. Anyway, I guess I think there isn't anything about is relationship that can't be salvaged, but that's between you two. I just want to let you know that he is okay, he had a great birthday, and he is the best man who I never planned to fall in love with.
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